Constancy.

Constancy. I have none. So, the reliability of me updating my blog is directly related to my stress levels which is directly related to how much work I am doing and how much is left to be done. However, I do solemnly swear that I will be honest, and I will do my best to paint a fair representation of life as observed from behind the bright blue eyes.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

When Words Fail.

So, yes, my non-existant readers, it has in fact been ages since I last blogged. Over six months in fact. Much has changed in that time, friends, but most important of all of the changes is in me. Not like I've ever displayed charisma and confidence in this blog, but that which I had is in quesiton and, basically, I feel like istead of being - Becca. I'm currently living as...Becca? I don't know.

Just in case this is lost, all of my post titles are titles of songs in Shrek the Musical (I know, I'm a little obsessed - that's okay.) And, because I'm awesome like that, the song I pick always matches up with where I am pretty fantastically. So, a new thing I'm adding is that I think that you should listen to the songs. I found a cool kid who uploaded the songs to youtube, so some linkage:



Excellent. Moving right along. Despite being in question, I'm being a proactive little question. I'm transferring my church membership from home to school, traversing 660 miles just trying to find somewhere that I fit. I auditioned. I know, me. A theatre major. Actually went to an audtion. What a thing. No, this was a choral thing and I am now a proud member of an acapella choir and am incredibly excited. Finally, I'm trying out for an improv comedy team. I know, me? Funny? Who knows. My theory right now is that I'm really not certain of what I am and am not capible of, and therefore, I am trying everything. Because who knows, really. I could be funny. Maybe. Just maybe. We'll see, I guess. The worst they can say is, "no." And I'm okay with that.

Wow. Who sounds like a grownup? That's crazy. I'm accepting the reality of rejection and am okay with it. Growing up is such a weird thing - you feel like you've body-snatched yourself sometimes. Weeeeird.

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